Man. I’ve been awful busy lately. I’m not only responsible for getting my work done, but also seeing to it that our new employees are doing theirs as well. This is more work than one would think.

I’m terrible and criticizing people too, so that’s not helping things. If one of them does something and I don’t like it, I more or less feel the need to say “that’s okay” even if it sucks. I’ll have to work on that.

Last night there was a wicked thunderstorm that scared the hell out of my dogs. I was sound asleep, having a terrible dream involving and endless attack of leeches, when I woke up to my dogs trying their very best to climb into me and hide. Seriously, it would not have been possible for either of them to have snuggled any closer, and despite my 250lb frame vs my dogs 10lb frames I was held almost immobile for a good hour. I think that my sleepiness playing into their hand. I would wake up thinking “man, I’m really uncomfortable. Why can’t I move? Oh, the dogs. Well then, I’ll just….” at by that point I would have fallen back asleep. This repeated for at least an hour. Sadly, I’m too lazy to wake all the way up and deal with something when it’s becoming a problem. This is especially true if I ever have to pee during the night. No matter how many times I wake up, I’ll always try to convince myself that I can hold it until morning. Then, after a good hour of holding it, I’ll finally get up, take a gianormous whiz, and then fall back asleep.

I know that I’m stupid, but there doesn’t seem to be anything I can do about. How frustrating. I tried to think up a way to overcome my stupidity, but alas, I’m too stupid. Oh irony of ironies!